Well after seeing this picture, I realized my weight gain was worse than I thought. We are now back from Las Vegas and I am ready to go back to WW tomorrow.

It's not goint to be an easy road, but I need to loose at lease 30 to 40 lbs. I'm not even going to weight. I hid my scales tonight and I am just going to weight at WW.

My other New Year's Resolution is to get my relationship back with God. I have been very lacking in this area. I listened to Beth Moore's Intro section on "Daniel" today. It really spoke to me. I want to do this bible study. I've started twice before, but I believe it is what God wants me to do. She suggested we give up something for the first half of the bible study. Now to figure out what to give up. I'm going to think on that. There are plenty of things I could give up. The world has given me many things I need to give up.

I have also started a new thing that I learned on Memories Suite about taking a picture once a day about a memory. Today I took a picture of the mess on the bed in our spare bedroom. It represents my life. My life feels like it is in disary and I need to get it together again. I'm tired of having one foot on the concrete ane one foot in the gutter.

James 4:4

"Therefore whoever wishes to be a friend of the world makes himself an enemy of God"